[4:49:03 PM]Savage Ckhild:
BIBLES!
[4:49:17 PM]bibles:
Hi
[4:49:18 PM]Savage Ckhild:
Are you receiving me?
[4:49:21 PM]bibles:
Yes
[4:49:24 PM]Savage Ckhild:
Hell yes
[4:49:47 PM]bibles:
We’re on the record.
[4:50:03 PM]Savage Ckhild:
I’m scared
hahhahahha
[4:53:19 PM]bibles:
What are you scared of?
[4:53:38 PM]Savage Ckhild:
I ain’t scared of nothin’ except cops, stds, and heights
we can keep that on the record hahah
[4:56:25 PM]bibles:
Are you worried about being neglected?
[4:57:05 PM]Savage Ckhild:
Not at this point in time, I feel very secure in how I’m moving forward in my life and art, but I do think that I have struggled with that my whole life
to die an unknown, to remain unloved, to be searching for something outside myself by older age is actually a fear I’ve had
I’m facing it
[4:58:01 PM]bibles:
What are you doing to face it?
[4:59:05 PM]Savage Ckhild:
Well I believe putting out this book is a step forward. It’s me taking control of my future and introducing the works I’ve put my heart into for a new audience.
Being dropped by DW was really disappointing but I think it should be read, I believe strongly in that.
I like the idea of being published by other people not just because it’s good to have a backing but because it saves space/resources when people are selling what they’ve printed and aren’t necessarily starting their own press
but right now, I am feeling like starting my own is going to be a real statement
a little risk financially a big risk socially
also deciding to go to art school is another step foward for me in facing my fears
[5:09:20 PM]bibles:
What are your plans for art school?
[5:10:41 PM]Savage Ckhild:
I want to become as great an artist as Tanino Liberatore, the artist behind RanXerox, and be able to make comics or animation but with high quality visuals, like anime
Be able to do book covers and album art and portraiture for people
hopefully get back into script writing and cartoons
I used to write scripts with my brother before I became a writer
like literary writer*
— Monday, March 18, 2019 —
[3:37:21 PM]bibles:
What does your brother do?
[3:37:51 PM]Savage Ckhild:
He’s a musician, everyone in my family is pursuing art
He lives in Tokyo and is playing in a band ‘Migraine Pilots’ after ‘Ugly Girl’s disbanded.
[3:38:19 PM]bibles:
Is your mom an artist?
[3:38:25 PM]Savage Ckhild:
No my mom is the only ‘non-artist’ she’s passionate about cooking and poetry
My Dad is a writer too
I think that’s what made writing real for me was my Mom and Dad reading to me at such a young age and teaching us how to read so early
I remember in school everyone telling me I had ‘advanced reading skills’ which is funny because I feel like such a slow reader haha
[3:43:37 PM]bibles:
I’m listening to ugly girls.
[3:45:00 PM]Savage Ckhild:
Let me link u
[3:45:30 PM]bibles:
I’m listening to a song called Cancer
[3:45:57 PM]Savage Ckhild:
https://uglygirl.bandcamp.com/album/bad-weird
Ugly Girl
10 track album
Sorry, I mistyped, it’s ‘Ugly Girl’ singular
My brother did the art for it
There’s audio clips of me screaming in a few of these songs
He goes by Hippy Jonny
[3:54:48 PM]bibles:
Your brother is hippy Jonny?
[3:55:05 PM]Savage Ckhild:
Yeah, it’s from a Modern Lovers song
He’s the singer and drummer of Ugly Girl
My other brother Jacob is making music in LA as well
He’s been like reblogged by/promoted by Soulection online
That group is important to a lot of people into R n B and hip hop/neo soul
[4:02:02 PM]bibles:
How many siblings do you have?
[4:19:06 PM]Savage Ckhild:
I have 4 brothers total
— Thursday, March 21, 2019 —
[8:50:16 AM]bibles:
Where can we find some of your dad’s writing? Is it up anywhere online?
[10:42:27 AM]Savage Ckhild:
I’m not super close with my dad
He’s coming out with a book soon
Hahaha
[11:36:43 AM]bibles:
Who’s releasing it?
[11:37:45 AM]Savage Ckhild:
I have no idea! We’re not even friends on Facebook
Someone in my family will eventually tell me hahah
[11:38:52 AM]bibles:
Does he know about your book that’s coming out?
[11:39:39 AM]Savage Ckhild:
He doesn’t, I’d be really shocked to know what my dad thinks of my art
[11:40:04 AM]bibles:
Pretend that I’m your dad, and explain your book to me.
[11:42:10 AM]Savage Ckhild:
Hahaha! Okay
My book ‘Until You Admit You Love Someone’ is a book about a lot of my passing romantic relationships, and a lot of poetry that I was writing during my darkest times including a book that was pulled by Dostoyevsky Wannabe which is what this collection is named after
It’s romantic and dramatic and dark
Not for the faint of heart
[11:47:12 AM]bibles:
So, is it, like, a combination of multiple books? Like an omnibus,
[11:47:27 AM]Savage Ckhild:
Absolutely
The first book is called @abigfuckingbully
If you weren’t my dad I would describe this book as Henry Miller style fucktales
Hahahha
[11:54:37 AM]bibles:
Do you think that your dad and you have different writing styles?
[12:01:28 PM]Savage Ckhild:
I haven’t read much by him but my guess is yeah
He’s openly comedic while my stuff is funny in a different way
[12:01:53 PM]bibles:
Your style is not for the faint of heart?
[12:03:35 PM]Savage Ckhild:
Tbh most of what I write is light and Poppy as far as the fiction goes
But the poetry is def influenced by hardcore
Very smash and grab
A lot of it taken from diaries
A lot of it about girls
I’d say the content of the fictions aren’t for the faint of heart
I saw people like Lucy K and Sarah Jean making these pretty and romantic relationship stories and I wanted to try my own
But mine were kind of twisted/sad
Hopefully not in a typical sad boy way or just as tear jerking but just cause that’s how I felt at the time
[12:06:18 PM]bibles:
And how is that supposed to be considered funny?
[12:11:42 PM]Savage Ckhild:
I think the character is, at least in the writing, has this kind of healthy/cocky distance from everything
Which is how I am in real life
I laugh a lot of the worst parts of life off and keep going
Hahaha
[12:13:56 PM]bibles:
What was it that caused dw to reject the namesake work?
[12:19:13 PM]Savage Ckhild:
I made the mistake of following them on Twitter, we became mutuals, then I posted these Tweets…
They weren’t even that bad
but they we’re ‘alarmed’ by my ‘potential attitudes towards women’
One tweet was about how I hate interacting with men who are defensive of their female friends and how being that way makes me want to be a sexist dick
One was a joke about how the things I’ve done to get with women would make your skin crawl
One was an actual religious beliefs (thought I was Buddhist for a long time) that even serial killers tho they enjoy killing are dissatisfied being who they are
That serial killers on a spiritual level want to be good despite their evil
And then one was being kind of macho and talking about how I fucked a girl after yelling at her from the opposite side of
the subway
She visited me at work three times after that
Hahahaa
That’s it
[12:31:34 PM]bibles:
So, it didn’t have anything to do with the contents of the book?
[12:32:51 PM]Savage Ckhild:
Not at all
I added a bunch of stuff to the book tho
All the stuff I was writing at Heavy Athletics
[12:58:25 PM]bibles:
So, DW was cool with the contents of the book, and they were going to publish it, but then you tweeted stuff that they deemed misogynistic, and they chose to drop you?
[1:04:59 PM]Savage Ckhild:
Exactly
[1:08:11 PM]bibles:
Do you consider yourself a misogynist?
[1:11:43 PM]Savage Ckhild:
They didn’t even talk about it they just sent me this annoying email
No I wouldn’t consider myself that
I think I internalized that guilt for a while and it actually made me want to produce more misogynistic shit
[1:15:12 PM]bibles:
What was the gist of the dw email?
[1:18:40 PM]Savage Ckhild:
I think my work does ‘flirt with misogyny’ as one editor put it
Let me find that email for you
[1:47:07 PM]Savage Ckhild:
sorry trapped at work
[2:18:51 PM]Savage Ckhild:
[6:54:59 PM]bibles:
Alright, we’ll, we don’t need to drag them through the mud. They can publish what they want. I’m sorry that that fell through for you, but we’re getting more of a director’s cut of your book because of it, right?
[6:57:22 PM]Savage Ckhild:
Yeah you’re right, you’re getting a lot more work in higher quality print and I’m getting my own $$$$$$$
Hahahah
It’s a better book
[6:58:06 PM]bibles:
How has the self-publishing process been for you thus far?
[6:58:39 PM]Savage Ckhild:
I like it. It’s expensive but doable
The books got in a day early
[6:59:12 PM]bibles:
Did you receive a print run or is it printed on demand?
[6:59:38 PM]Savage Ckhild:
I decided to a print run, I ordered 50 copies
[7:00:37 PM]bibles:
I guess that we’d better get this interview up then, huh?
[7:02:08 PM]Savage Ckhild:
Hell yeah hahahah
[7:02:22 PM]bibles:
Before we go, why should people buy this book?
[7:03:42 PM]Savage Ckhild:
It’s creation is a beautiful story of love and desire. An ambitious creation by an untameable man. It’s what you’re thirsty for but didn’t know yet…
[7:06:24 PM]bibles:
Do you have a link for where you’re selling it yet?
[7:07:06 PM]Savage Ckhild:
Not yet I have to set up shop tonight online. I have to figure out how to embed a pay pal button and give my Venmo address
If you have tips lemme know
[7:12:41 PM]bibles:
I don’t have any tips. I don’t get any tips. Just let me know when you’ve got that link. This thing can’t go live without it.
[7:13:26 PM]Savage Ckhild:
Tell people to Venmo me $20– @atticus-davis
and email me their address safely: atticus.davis.1990@gmail.com
Also accept PayPal: https://www.paypal.me/atticusdavis
PayPal.Me
Go to paypal.me/atticusdavis and type in the amount. Since it’s PayPal, it’s easy and secure. Don’t have a PayPal account? No worries.
[7:19:35 PM]bibles:
Alright. Cool. Is there anything else that you want to say before we go live?
[7:20:26 PM]Savage Ckhild:
I want to say thank you bibles. I also want to say thank you to everyone who’s here right now supporting my art and my book. Thank you for being here, happy to share this world with you.
[7:23:34 PM]bibles:
Alright. Great. You’re welcome. Break a leg, bud.
[7:23:47 PM]Savage Ckhild:
Hahaha
[7:23:58 PM]bibles:
😉